I’ve been playing my cards tight the last couple weeks. I don’t often get filled with genuine fear of the unknown. Lodge stuff is chaotic, I can see clearly where we lack and I lack. I can’t remember the Bruce Lee quote but it goes something like “you must be fluid like water”. I can’t quit either, that would let everyone down. If I quit, than that would give everyone else a reason to quit. Can’t have that happen. We fought too hard for what we have now. Have to stay the course with the long game.
I will not quit, I will not yield.
In other news, in my personal life, I’ve had to put someone in their place. Dress them down if you will. Long story short, first email was polite, they responded with noise and then I brought the pain. Still waiting to see how that plays out. Don’t let me down Game Theory.
I wonder what others would do in my shoes, would they have the fortitude to press on or just crumple from the weight of adversity? A friend who was like a father figure to me died last year. I keep asking myself, what would he do?